Hi All …….. I have created this page online to hold the notes for all the sessions on the Gulf. If you are new to the group you can access past sessions if you scroll down. The most current will always be at the top. If you want to sign up CLICK HERE.
Please note, I honor everyone’s path to Spirit. The purpose of these sessions is for everyone to pull together. I have to use words to express ideas here. If they are not exactly the words you would use or the way you would do it, please know that I honor your way also. I am holding the space for Community here, not divisiveness, but words by their nature are limiting. The most important thing is Love.
For those of you who are interested this links to a page where I have posted other meditations and healing resources for the gulf. CLICK HERE
August 6th, 2010 SESSION - 13th session for Gulf of Mexico
The Water in Your Mind
Just wanted to send you the notes on the last Gulf Session (#13). Whew! It has been busy energetically.
When I began the meditation last Friday morning, after blessing the water, the first first thing that I saw was a dolphin sitting at the top of a deep wave similar to this picture……but only one dolphin.
The wave was deep like the grand canyon at the bottom and the dolphin was at the very top and he was slowly turning in a circle with his head out of the water. It was a type of dance, he had come to express gratitude for our work. But the wave spoke of deeper levels of awareness that need to be accessed.
The next being that came was the Ancient Sea Turtle. She expressed gratitude but still seemed somber as if she wanted us to know there was still much work to do.
She lingered for awhile looking me in the eye to make sure I got the message that we must persevere in holding the vision for our earth.
She seemed kind, but stern, in this!
She was grateful for all we have done but was letting us know that we (humans) had ignored the earth and all life for so long that we have some catching up to do!
The next message that came was from the Nature Spirits. They told me we need to heal the Water in our mind. They were very specific about this. They said we hold visions of water in our mind that are not working to form the New Reality we want. They wanted to encourage us to continue to clear out old thoughts and hold the vision of clear clean water.
The reminded me that devic energies grow things in this way. They form the vision creating an energetic version of what they want to create and then grow the physical into the energetic template they have formed. They reminded me that anything that would block the visions perfection needs to be erased because we are forming energetic templates at this time. This was their message to us. They were pretty emphatic!
I had intended to spend time outlining the steps to this but, in the meantime, a message came from the Hathors/Tom Kenyon about the very subject. It is very precise instruction. I may add some things later, but I am going to send you this instruction. I think we all need to share and I don’t need to reinvent the wheel when it has been said so well. So, you will be seeing this coming in the next email.
I will send information for the Late Summer Season Balancing tomorrow night or Thursday morning.
Thank you all so much for the wonderful work you have done to help hold the vision of healthy, thriving Gulf of Mexico and planet earth.
When the Power of Love overcomes
the Love of Power the world will know Peace ~ Jimi Hendrix
July 30th, 2010 SESSION - 12th session for Gulf of Mexico
Meditation- Whales Shower us with Gratitude!
Some of you may remember that in June an Ancient Sea Turtle came to the meditation and one thing she revealed was that our love had dismantled an ancient signal generator and that there were two more to dismantle. This morning I was shown more information on that, so please read on. For those of you who would like to read the notes for the old session please go here Session Notes and scroll down to June 11th meditation.
This morning I felt tremendous Love surround me as I asked to hold a space of Love for the Gulf, particularly the water that is still affected by the oil/dispersant mixture. I felt myself dropping under the water and looking up.
Initially I saw golden flecks filtering into the water but it seemed to stop part way down. I was told that the energy of the sun was helping as much as it could to cleanse the layers of water it could penetrate……..I then settled into the murk of the deeper levels…….holding a space of Love and listening.
After awhile I began to see a boardroom! I began to sense the personalities, the fear and the manipulation of the human beings that had made the decisions to use the dispersants (and to use the ones that were so harmful). I was shown that all those “poisonous thoughts” about fear of reprisal, greed, etc. were connected to the poisons in the water.
The information I received was for the group to hold Love for those beings and the vision of their highest light to help “clean up” the thoughts. This will, in return, help to clean the ocean.
Then I was told that this action had to do with shutting down the second energy generator that the Ancient Sea Turtle had shown us in June.
Needless to say, I spent quite some time holding these corporate personalities in the light!!
I began to see water from places all over the world. Waves breaking against tall cliffs of rocks, vast expanses of oceans, small coves, it went on and on. Everywhere the Water was showing me movement. It was as if the Water had gotten happy and was showing me the far reaching effects of such a meditation. Then I saw the whale breach and shower us with gratitude.
All around the world corporate decisions are fouling our water, not just in the Gulf of Mexico. So, this week as I hold my vision of pure water, I am also going to hold a vision of light and love pouring into the hearts and minds of these corporate decision makers, awakening them (or at least planting the seed! 
) to their highest expression AND shutting off the energy generator that is holding in place the morphogenetic field of greed and disregard for life.
How all that will work will be unfolding! However, I will continue this week to hold the highest vision.
If you have any questions or information to add, please feel free to email me at: Marilyn@awakentograce.com
SCIO and Energetic Balancing Session
The SCIO also showed we had an ancestral blockage causing a Lack of Future Vision and Commitment. This was originating from a suffering caused by seeing something disturbing and destruction. I worked to balance and release that.
Below are the affirmations from the session:
* All perception, belief and blame can only come from within. What you see, you see only in yourself.
*My thoughts are pure. I control my thoughts with Love and Respect .
*Obstacles exist only in the mind.
* All things are possible, it is only a question of time.
I will stop here as I am having some major problems with my software today. Thank you all again for your continued support for the Gulf of Mexico, water and the earth. Every moment of love helps.
Blessings, Marilyn
July 23rd, 2010 SESSION - 11th session for Gulf of Mexico - Love in Every Rain Drop
Meditation
Here is a copy of the email I sent earlier this week……there is no further info on the meditation last Friday. The storm did dissipate and bring cleansing rain as it had said it would.
Scroll down for SCIO balancing session notes.
This morning as I meditated the first thing I felt as I slipped into the energy of the Gulf was a suffocating feeling, like the air was bad. It smelled acrid, like it was burning my nose and lungs.
The next thing I felt was tremendous love. The storm began to speak and said it was coming to cleanse the air. It felt pretty gentle as storms go. I have worked with hurricanes and storms for a number of years.Sometimes they feel cleansing and sometimes they feel really angry. This storm feels cleansing though I know the wind will push the oil around.
The picture above is from the National Hurricane Center and is a projection of path and wind of Bonnie for the next 120 hours. The highest speeds predicted at this time are 50 miles per hour. Pretty tame for a tropical storm. (for which I am so grateful!)
The storm asked us to put our love in every rain drop that will be falling to assist in cleansing the air and then to bring love to the water and land the rain drop
s fall on.
This is a picture of the water vapor associated with the storm as of this morning if it helps you to send love to the water in the storm.
Thank you for your continued love and support for the Gulf. Please pass this on if you have friends who would be willing to put their love into the rain drops. Thank you.
SCIO QUANTUM BIOFEEDBACK SESSION - The session was performed on July 26th and 27th 2010. It reflects the real time energy of the group.
This session was performed to balance and harmonize the group’s Connection with Nature. The group has good vitality. The main stress was Mental. The energy of our brains could be agitated this week.
Here I am again finding myself with limited time to write this………sorry, I am doing my best! This week has really been interesting. You may have found yourself feeling like you are in the pressure cooker and if not you, you probably have had plenty of friends calling for help who are feeling it! This is a week to finally let go of struggle, be willing to see another way of doing things. Create a new life. If you don’t you may find yourself complaining and in misery. The SCIO said “Less petty criticisms and more growth.” That would be the guide for the rest of the week. You may find yourself pushing for change to create healing and new beginnings.
1. The SCIO has repeatedly brought up increasing our awareness and our psychic abilities. It continues to do so and I have worked energetically with the SCIO to do that. I will suggest again the book from last week, Sonya Choquette’s The Psychic Pathway
for those of you who feel you could use guidance for that.
2. Psora Miasm
The main miasm for the group which interferes with our connection to Nature is Psora. Psora is considered by many to be the root of all human disease, the root of first illness or the spiritual illness the became physical with the “fall of man”. It often manifests in the form of itching or bowel problems. Psoric types may be sluggish and not finish what they start and prone to irritation. They may feel manic and not express emotions leading to build up of frustration. The Psoric type tends towards illness and symptoms of “under functioning”. If you would like to purchase a homeopathic remedy for this Sulphur is often considered the remedy of choice for this miasm. However, you can research it further.
If you Google Psora you can find copious amounts of information. I worked energetically to balance and release this. This is the deepest miasmic influence and is considered by some to be impossible to eliminate. I, however, believe we are operating in times when all of this is changing and this is a good week to decide things are definitely going to be different.
3. There is still stress around B vitamins so check to see if you might benefit from increasing your intake of foods which contain B’s or by supplementing in other ways.
Below are the affirmations and info from the session:
*I can control my emotions positively.
*Every path has joy, every path has sadness, no path is perfect, perfection exist because of flaws. You must choose wisely, intuitively, fearlessly and distinctly.
* Fear attacks the kidney.
*Your job is to increase your circle of compassion until it surrounds all things. (Including yourself!)
Thank you all again for your continued support for the Gulf of Mexico, water and the earth. Every moment of love helps.
Blessings, Marilyn
July 16th, 2010 SESSION - 10th session for Gulf of Mexico - The Energy of the Spiral
MEDITATION
Last Friday, July 16th, 2010, we performed the 10th meditation and prayer for the Gulf of Mexico, Earth and our oceans. There will be weekly sessions through August.
I am performing Agnihotra at Sunrise now each day so this is incorporated into the meditation. The structure of my meditation will change because of this. Agnihotra sunrise is considered to be when the 1/2 of the sun is appearing on the horizon. This has been around 6:40 am EST this past week. So I began at 6 am EST and performed the Water Blessing, Sat Krya and then meditated. Agnihotra is at the end of the meditation.
I am including Saleena’s BETH and I am also continuing to use the 24 sided Marcel vogel citrine healing crystal to amplify the energy and the blue and green Andara crystals for zero point energy. (For more on this please see the May 28th healing session notes below) I am also continuing the Sat Krya which helps to build and balance energy as well as keep things moving.
When I do the water blessing I also play my crystal and tibetan bowls. I put water in each and then play it. This is part of energizing the water to return to the ocean. As I played the crystal bowl this past Friday I saw the energy of the sound go up and start purifying the air. It was as if crystalline energy was reaching out through sound to help the air in the Gulf (and over my house!) The sound always spirals out when you play the bowl and this one continues long after you stop because it is a clear crystal bowl. They seem to resonate much longer.The energy coming from the bowl was tremendous and was carried on the spiral ……up and out ……..
As I continued in meditation I saw a huge vortex in the water opening up………the water was black and everything was spiraling down into it, dolphins were cresting the wave over the edge of the vortex and jumping in, fish were spiraling in, we were spiraling in. It was as if this vortex was a filter of cleansing and everything was passing through it.
I next saw the group forming a line by holding hands. We were underwater and our line of people was spiraling up to the surface of the water and up into the air. It was as if we were connecting earth and heaven. This part of the spiral was gentle, as if the spiral had taken us through the vortex, crushing out any old patterns and then we were gently being united into a new spiral that connected us in a new way to each other and the earth, water and heavens. It was almost a resting place.
The Spiral is an ancient symbol first occurring over 24,000 years ago with earliest associations accompanying images of the Goddess. It has been considered the Doorway to Life, or the Feminine Doorway to Life in many cultures. Carl Jung considered it to be the symbol of cosmic force.
I know that the energy of the Spiral was incredibly strong in this meditation. It was powerful, life changing energy. It did not feel really gentle but it was life changing and resolute energy. Things are definitely changing!
It is also interesting that as I write this a tropical storm (a spiral energy in Nature) is forming and so far it’s projected path is over the area of the oil spill.
After completing that meditation I performed the Agnihotra session. When it was completed an Osprey came and sat in the big pine tree on the water across the street from my house. Osprey’s are tenacious, strong birds. They have often been used as a totem when working with wind and water. Osprey’s seem to have no fear and they will dive completely underwater to catch a fish at tremendous speed. They are a great symbol for taking action in our lives.
SCIO QUANTUM BIOFEEDBACK SESSION - The session was performed on July 20th and 21th 2010. It reflects the real time energy of the group.
This session was performed to balance and harmonize the group’s Connection with the Gulf of Mexico. The energy of the group was well balanced this week.
I don’t have much time today to write about the session, this has been a busy week and I have a friend who will be passing over soon I want to go and visit. So forgive me for being so brief. There are three main things I want to pass on from the session.
1. The SCIO as repeatedly brought up increasing our awareness and our psychic abilities. I have worked energetically with the SCIO to do that. One of the best books I have ever seen for that is Sonya Choquette’s The Psychic Pathway. Many of you are already very intuitive but for those who need help this book may be of service to you.
2. Unexpressed anger. Look deeply at this. I have found it surfacing everywhere. In my own life as well as across the globe. One of the groups members wrote this week that hostility in men in her extended family and grown to unbelievable dimensions. I saw the same expression in my area. Look closely at what might be behind this, develop increasing compassion for yourself and others in the realization that anger covers fear. We get angry when we feel powerless. It is an emotion that can be a friend if it moves us to Action and no Acting Out.
We may also continue anger because our limbic systems are hardwired for fear and anger. This can be difficult to break, especially if you have had a history of abuse or neglect. I have worked extensively on helping repattern the brain and I was originally drawn to it because of my own brain! I am currently revising my long distance healing groups for Letting Go of Fear. (and one for Abundance)…I am consolidating them into one program. It is all about living life creatively and without fear. I hope to have more information available for you soon, as they can be quite helpful.
3. B & D Vitamins - very important for stressful times and good brain function
Below are the affirmations from the session:
* Your job is to increase your circle of compassion until it surrounds all things. (Including yourself!)
* Om Namah Shivaya Namaha (I open to the love of the Universe)
Thank you all again for your continued support for the Gulf of Mexico, water and the earth. Every moment of love helps.
Blessings, Marilyn
July 9th, 2010 SESSION - 9th session for Gulf of Mexico Morphogenetic Fields & Becoming Childlike?
MEDITATION
Last Friday, July 9th, 2010, we performed the 9th meditation and prayer for the Gulf of Mexico, Earth and our oceans. There will be weekly sessions through August.
I am continuing to use the 24 sided Marcel vogel citrine healing crystal to amplify the energy and the blue and green Andara crystals for zero point energy. For more on this please see the May 28th healing session notes below. I am also continuing the Sat Krya which helps to build and balance energy as well as keep things moving.
After doing the water blessing and kundalini krya I felt an incredible bliss and expansion of the heart space. I felt a loving space being held for all life in the Gulf. I could see a beautiful clean water.
As I meditated and as the sun rose higher in the sky I began to feel somewhat uncomfortable and my mind wanted to wander. I have felt this some each time for the last three weeks, but I figured it was just my own disquiet as there has been a lot going on in my life for the last month. However, as I focused on letting go of the thoughts I realized this was the energy of everyone waking up around me. It intensified by the minute. Many people here have been in distress or angry lately. I have had my own irritations and they were matching the vibration of all those people waking up. It made me realize how much “psychic pollution” has enveloped this area. (I live in Florida) - I did a land clearing later that day and the entire land was encompassed in psychic pain (but it cleared pretty quickly)
I decided to apply the What if? information from the July 2nd meditation to this situation. So, for every thought that attempted to enter my mind I created a joyful “what if?” scenario. After doing this for about 10 minutes I felt a huge energy lift up and out. I could feel very deeply within my own being a truth…the truth of the infinite love and power available to us at this time. A truth that had felt covered over and difficult to stay in touch with recently. I continued to meditate and hold peace and love for the Gulf of Mexico. It came to me that it is time for us to take our bodies back from the small ego self…….by doing this with our own bodies we can also do this for the Earth. I was shown that we need to claim our bodies in a big way, refusing to entertain mass consciousness opinions and thoughts of disease.
Towards the end of the meditation I was shown that with the energies that are available to us this summer that we can easily shift our thoughts to a higher plane of consciousness and to do so would be really effective, especially as a group. At the same time, things will be happening to convince us that this is not possible. But, it just takes catching yourself and redirecting the thoughts to love, to a possibility that what you are seeing and sensing is not the only reality available. This is a week for trusting in good outcomes even if we can’t see them.
I wondered why the What If? seemed to work so well and I realized I was not “commanding” anything with my Mind……I was opening to a possibility with my Heart, like a child. There was no efforting involved, it took the sense of “urgency” and “seriousness” out of things and allowed me to become like a child. Something I am usually pretty good at but haven’t seem to be able to bring in much lately! So, have fun with “imagining” a new reality!
SCIO QUANTUM BIOFEEDBACK SESSION - The session was performed on July 12th and 13th 2010. It reflects the real time energy of the group.
This session was performed to balance and harmonize the group’s Connection with Nature. The crown and intuition chakra’s of the group were very wide open and there were readings indicating an alignment of earth and angelic energies was taking place. The biggest stress was spiritual and environmental as the group is attempting to align with these energies.
The group is still showing signs of fatigue affecting their energy. We were again being reminded that any anger we may feel needs to be turned into right action with Love. We were being shown to focus on Self Growth and not petty criticism.
This week it looked like the energy of the thyroid area in many of the group may be affected. Take care to provide yourself with adequate rest, B vitamins and cell salts. Meditate or listen to a meditation CD to help turn off any stress response your body may be having. Claim your divine blueprint. Lovingly tell your body that you now allow your higher self to conduct all processes in it. Retire your subconscious small ego and thank it for all the work it has done trying to keep you safe. Now is an incredibly powerful time to do this.
Below are the affirmations from the session:
* I am free from excess anger
* I thank fear and I replace it with love now.
* Do you realize that obstacles are a delusion of the mind?
* Om Namah Shivaya Namaha (I open to the love of the Universe)
Thank you all again for your continued support for the Gulf of Mexico, water and the earth. Every moment of love helps.
Blessings, Marilyn
July 2nd, 2010 SESSION - 8th session for Gulf of Mexico WHAT IF WE IMAGINED MIRACLES?
MEDITATION
Last Friday, July 2nd, 2010, we performed the 8th meditation and prayer for the Gulf of Mexico, Earth and our oceans. There will be weekly sessions through August.
I am continuing to use the 24 sided Marcel vogel citrine healing crystal to amplify the energy and the blue and green Andara crystals for zero point energy. For more on this please see the May 28th healing session notes below. I am also continuing the Sat Krya which helps to build and balance energy as well as keep things moving.
This meditation was long but focused on one theme. “What if?”
I felt love and peace descend and then began to receive some instruction on the week preceding the 2nd of July. During that week I noticed (and received) a lot of emails and information pointing out the possibility of worse case scenarios in the Gulf. I am very aware of these and it was really one of the reasons I began the meditations back in May. It is also why I think the Nature Spirits asked that we continue this focus for at least 90 days.
This week I was shown all the “What if?” scenarios as I meditated. Each has a “possibility” of occurring. Some are even highly probable. In spite of that and with recognition of that factor I was asked “What if all of the ‘what if’s?’ ended in a miracle?”
What if each time we received an email or had a thought of “What if the hole doesn’t get plugged?” or “what if it is necessary for humanity to experience this tragedy to wake up?” (you get the picture)………….we replaced the thought with “What if humanity miraculously awakens?” or “What if the hole is miraculously plugged?”
I was shown that we need to continue to create this type of Miracle What If energy even if we have to do so for a long time. The purpose is the creation of space for something more beautiful and harmonious to be formed. The Desert Whale in the previous meditation pointed out that we are releasing ancient patterns…..sometimes when we see so much calamity in front of us it is difficult to hold the vision of the new. I believe this is a simple way of getting back in touch with what we are wanting to envision and helping us to create the “feeling” of it already being here and happening. It is like a child’s game to do this. Sort of like, well, what if that’s not true and this is! It kind of breaks the energy of anger and grief up and brings in the creativity. So, try it and let me know how you feel when you do it!
SCIO QUANTUM BIOFEEDBACK SESSION - The session was performed on July 6th and 7th due to the holiday weekend.
This session was performed to balance and harmonize the group’s relationship with the Gulf of Mexico. Interestingly, environmental toxins were blocking the chi of that relationship……well, I would say that is the SCIO picking up the energy fields! I worked to balance that and to bring up the energy level of the group’s relationship.
The group was well balanced but showed signs of fatigue and grief affecting their energy. Courage was being called for and again the issue of finding the right balance with anger, submissiveness and passivity showed up and how to turn any anger we may feel into right action with Love. Many of us have histories of passive approaches and it does seem that action is being indicated more and more.
Also, it looked like the group might benefit from Vitamin B’s, D, and Fatty Acids. This week the brain seems to be calling for food in the form of fatty acids. Those of you who are not vegetarian might consider fish oil as it is the quickest way to solve the problem. A great vegetarian source for essential fatty acids is hemp products, hemp seed, hemp milk, etc.
There was also a focus on L1 vertebra in the Lumbar spine. I found this interesting as this vertebra connects to the ninth auric layer. This layer is where we relate to who we are beyond this lifetime. It contains the content of the world of our Soul, the heaven we are attempting to achieve. This is a level where dramatic and instantaneous change can occur. Changes made from this level of being are similar to reincarnating without going through the death/rebirth process.
To access this level you may imagine a small spot above your head, the 9th chakra so to speak…….imagine it as a doorway out of this matrix of reality into the 9th auric level. Go through this doorway and experience the peace of your Soul and see what wisdom is offered to you at this time, particularly in regard to the Gulf of Mexico and right action. This is not a complex meditation it is simply necessary to set the intention of accessing that level of awareness. Blueprints can be changed rapidly there, I have witnessed this first hand in my healing work over the years.
The SCIO also showed that we need to work on keeping our third eye opened and clean so that we may have clear vision. I did work to balance this.
Below are the affirmations from the session:
* All perception, belief and blame can only come from within. What you see, you see only in yourself.
* Every path has joy, every path has sadness. No path is perfect. Perfection exist because of flaws. You must choose wisely,
fearlessly and distinctly.
* I forgive myself of all my errors.
* My heart works perfectly.
Thank you all again for your continued support for the Gulf of Mexico, water and the earth. Every moment of love helps.
Blessings, Marilyn
June 25th, 2010 SESSION - 7th session for Gulf of Mexico THE DESERT WHALE
MEDITATION
Last Friday, June 25, 2010, we performed the 7th meditation and prayer for the Gulf of Mexico, Earth and our oceans. There will be weekly sessions through August.
I am continuing to use the 24 sided Marcel vogel citrine healing crystal to amplify the energy and the blue and green Andara crystals for zero point energy. For more on this please see the May 28th healing session notes below. I am also continuing the Sat Krya which helps to build and balance energy as well as keep things moving.
As I prepared for this meditation I noticed that a large carving of Kokopelli that I bought out West kept calling to me to join in the meditation. I passed by it several times and finally said, “What the heck, this guy really wants to participate!” So I brought him out and placed him with the Andara and Marcel vogel crystals.
